I don't even know what happened but, all of a sudden, I feel completely outside myself. Like, I know I'm here and I know what I'm doing...but I just don't feel like I'm here. I feel mostly hollow but what's left inside me is just short of terrified. And I have absolutely no idea why. It reminds me of how I was feeling my first couple days at college--completely nervous and worried about everything, barely able to eat and sleep. (I had a hard first week at school). But I don't know why I'm feeling like this now.
Today's gonna be weird, isn't it?
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